Life Makes Victims of Us All.

Life is the ultimate equalizer.
It is our greatest avenger and destroyer.
It is also our greatest betrayer.
Our very own Judas.
It does not care if it offends us.
It will always teach us what is necessary, regardless if we choose to listen.
It is also our very own personal slayer.
It will shred even the stoutest of souls.
It will dismantle the most complex of individuals one brick at a time.
It has plenty of time.
We have no hope to bar its way.
It will always win.

Faith Manages

I question all matters of religion.
Absolutely.
I am a baptised and confirmed Roman Catholic.
I regret that decision.
I believe in a Creator.
A true God.

All religions practice the art of omission.
They conceal truths and leave out key facts.
They do this to indirectly lead you toward their goals.
They don't do it out of malice.
They do it to manage their orthodoxy.

I see God in everything.
At least I hope to.
I consider myself a pagan though.
Mainly because I'm stripping away all the layers of organized religion imposed on me when I wasn't old enough to make an informed decision.
The answers are in plain sight.
Every God loving religion scribed the path toward salvation.
They haven't really lied.
They just haven't told you all the truth.

They come back to a simple idea;
El and Alsherah,
yin and yang,
as above so below,
the Star of David, (A symbol of two triangles interweaved together, one facing above and one facing below.)
and on earth as it is in heaven.

It is all the same thing.
There are two sides.
Man and woman?
El and Alsherah?
Solomon and Sheba?
The Father and The Holy Spirit?  (Maybe the Holy Spirit is the feminine aspect of the triumvirate. There is a Father and a Son.)
Jesus and Mary Magdalene?
I believe that I'm on a good path.
It is a simple truth.
Faith should be simple.
"The faith of a child?"

Just a rainy day.

My dreams.
My goals.
My expectations.
My hopes.

All destroyed.

Why?

When will it be my turn to smile?

I begin to believe that I am the house fool.
I function now just on duties and responsibilities.
I pray that it is enough.
I want to believe that the sun will rise again and shine.

I do not want to be here anymore.